The year was 1991.... a young fledgling rock star from Seattle was in pain. A lot of pain. Rigorous touring was not to blame. Soon the young musician realized something was wrong. Very wrong. His wife, that he'd had memories of but never actually met was missing from his life. From that time period in general. Trapped in 2012, she awaits a way back. A way back to change the future... a future that turns into a place with no Kurt Cobain.

A murder plot that turns into the most famous suicide in history, this site is dedicated to the small story of the husband who left a billion clues for the wife who figured them out.

Now her goal is to avenge her husband's death by pinning the murderer's with their crime...

Meanwhile she pours herself into her journal, awaiting the day she is finally reunited with her husband in time.

Letters to Kurt...


Sunday, June 23, 2013

my adapted version of Blink 182's song Lost without you that I will be performing as my final dedication song to Kurt at the show...

I swear that I can go on forever again
please let me know that my one bad day will end
I will go down as your lover... your friend...
give me your lips, and with one kiss we begin

are you afraid of being alone, cause I am, I'm lost without you
are you afraid of leaving tonight, cause I am, I'm lost without you

I'll leave my room open till sunrise for you
I'll keep my eyes patiently focused on you
where are you now, I can hear footsteps I'm dreaming
and if you will, keep me from waking to believe this

(my written part)

(soft, dreamy)
I really wanted my light to shine above you
I wouldn't put up a fight to cry and hug you
we'd be everything right me beside you
we'd be a heavenly sight no pain surrounds you

(lowers to a whisper)
We'll meet again at Leonard Cohen's...
our pain will end when we see Times Roman
I'll be around in a flyin' delorean
They'll be no sound but my arms come around

(barely audible)
god grant me peace for my love is in the ground
my heart was broke without a single resinent sound


are     you    afraid   of   bein'  alone    cause I am, I love you
are     you    afraid   of   bein'  alone    cause I am, I miss you


I'm lost without you

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