The year was 1991.... a young fledgling rock star from Seattle was in pain. A lot of pain. Rigorous touring was not to blame. Soon the young musician realized something was wrong. Very wrong. His wife, that he'd had memories of but never actually met was missing from his life. From that time period in general. Trapped in 2012, she awaits a way back. A way back to change the future... a future that turns into a place with no Kurt Cobain.

A murder plot that turns into the most famous suicide in history, this site is dedicated to the small story of the husband who left a billion clues for the wife who figured them out.

Now her goal is to avenge her husband's death by pinning the murderer's with their crime...

Meanwhile she pours herself into her journal, awaiting the day she is finally reunited with her husband in time.

Letters to Kurt...


Saturday, July 16, 2011

To Charles Cross: you fucking toothless, cocksucking mother fucking sorry excuse for a human being--

May you forever rot in hell:

To Whom it May Concern:

This message is directed to "author" Charles Cross and anyone at your "media" outlet whom agrees with his written word, and are naiive enough to believe his ramblings hold any truth.

This letter is mainly in reference to the article entitled "Only the Good Die Young" from February of 07, but my main concern is toward the outrageous fabrications in his fluff novel Heavier than Heaven.

I will only be wasting my breath on this man once, as I am usually busy, hard at work contacting Mayor McGinn regarding the reopening of Mr. Cobain's murder case.

The aptly chosen title, ONLY THE GOOD DIE YOUNG is the only part of the article that holds any truth, for the simple fact that Mr. Cross and Courtney Love are still breathing.

I have a few questions that I would like answered as accurately as possible. The questions follow:

1) In November of 1993, in Atlanta Georgia, When Mr. Cobain was lovingly feeding macaroni and cheese to his baby daughter with a serene smile on his face after his gig, at what point before or after he declared; "Don't expect me to tell you how hard it is, because I love every minute. This is the happiest I've been in my life" was he found "lieing on the floor clutching his stomach in agony" ?

2) Mr. Cobain wrote one of several letters to his own father regarding his love and devotion for his baby daughter, where he stated:


"The thought of losing my baby haunts me every day. I'm even a bit unnerved to take her in the car in fear of getting into an accident. I swear that if I ever find myself in a similar situation than you've been in, i.e. a divorce, then I will fight to my death to keep the right to provide for my child. I'll go out of my way to remind her that I love her more than I love myself. Not because it's a father's duty, but because I want to out of love. And if Courtney and I end up hating each other's guts we will be adult and responsible enough to be pleasant to one another when our child is around."

At exactly which point was this beautiful letter featured in the "Kurt Cobain Biography" known as Heavier than Heaven?

3) Many people are aware of Mr. Cross's close relationship with Courtney Love. I am curious if he is familiar with all her other close relationships? Here is the list. Let me know if he knows any of them personally :

1. Kurt Cobain. Beloved father, son, grandson, icon. Leaving Seattle. Divorce papers in the works. Final Will amended. Unsigned.

Two murder attempts. One murder.

Cause of death: Heroin overdose.

2. Kristen Pfaff. Beloved daughter, granddaughter, Friend. Rumored romance with Kurt. Leaving Seattle. Leaving the band Hole. Last seen alive by Hole guitarist.

One murder attempt. One murder.

Cause of death: Heroin overdose.

3. Eldon Hoke. Musician. Friend. Approached to perform murder. Passed lie detector 99.7 percent accurate. Did not proceed. Gave interview with name of alleged murderer.

One murder attempt. One murder.

Cause of death: Ran over by a train.

4. Antonio Terry. Beloved father. Husband. Grandson. Police Officer. Performed favors. Destroyed evidence.

One murder attempt. One murder.

Cause of death: Helping stranded motorists. Gunned down.

5. Nikolas Hartshorne. Medical investigator. Friend. First at scene. Wrote off death as suicide based on single letter. Left job and Seattle.

One murder attempt. One murder.

Cause of death: BASE jumping accident.

4) Following Ms. Love, Michael "Cali" Dewitt is a prime suspect in Mr. Cobain's murder. At exactly which point of the fantasy-based novel Heavier than Heaven does it mention his involvement in Rome Italy where he along with Ms. Love administered a lethal dose of Champagne and narcotics to Mr. Cobain after he discussed his imminent divorce with his jilted wife?

5) Or the fake note Mr. Dewitt wrote to an already deceased Cobain at his property on Lake Washington? Was this letter mentioned in the fable?

6) Let's discuss the "abscesses" on Mr. Cobain's arms that your novel describes in great detail. I've seen many photos of Mr. Cobain, clear and concise, during the time of mention. I just had one simple question regarding them:

Where are they? Maybe by arms you meant... His invisible legs??

7) I'm sure you've read through your own novel several times. At which point did you notice the error of stating that MTV was on in the master bedroom, when it was in fact on in suspect Michael DeWitt's bedroom?

8) At which point was Eric Erlandson seen looking for Mr. Cobain at his lake Washington property? Before, during or after Grant and Carlson did their searches? Or maybe you were confused with the story Ms. Love gave you regarding the Black Tar heroin Mr. Erlandson provided to Kristen Pfaff that killed her.


I could go on... And on... And on... But you are worth nothing more than the scum on the bottom of one's shoes, and your friend Ms. Love, is the mucus that feeds on that scum.

Good day.

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