The year was 1991.... a young fledgling rock star from Seattle was in pain. A lot of pain. Rigorous touring was not to blame. Soon the young musician realized something was wrong. Very wrong. His wife, that he'd had memories of but never actually met was missing from his life. From that time period in general. Trapped in 2012, she awaits a way back. A way back to change the future... a future that turns into a place with no Kurt Cobain.

A murder plot that turns into the most famous suicide in history, this site is dedicated to the small story of the husband who left a billion clues for the wife who figured them out.

Now her goal is to avenge her husband's death by pinning the murderer's with their crime...

Meanwhile she pours herself into her journal, awaiting the day she is finally reunited with her husband in time.

Letters to Kurt...


Saturday, July 20, 2013

Jesus fucking christ I am going to lose it:

HOW MUCH FUCKING PLASTIC SURGERY ARE THE TWO COBAIN WHORE'S GOING TO GET BEFORE THEY REALIZE KURT DOES NOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT WANT THEM??? He needed his wife! I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO WEARS A WEDDING RING WITH HIM ATTACHED AS THE HUSBAND!


FRANCES -- That is HIS FUCKING MONEY THAT YOU DO NOT DESERVE. YOU STUPID UGLY LITTLE COURTNEY- LOOKALIKE TRAMP. STOP PHOTOSHOPPING PICTURES OF YOU TWO TOGETHER. THAT MOST RECENT ONE WAS MY LAST FUCKING STRAW!!!! HE IS YOUR FATHER. HE DID NOT WANT YOU. YOU WILL ONLY BE SPORTING THAT COBAIN NAME FOR A LITTLE WHILE LONGER WHORE. QUIT TAKING PICTURES FOR HIM. HE'S DEAD!! YOU"RE FUCKING WHORE MOM TOOK HIM FROM ME BECAUSE SHE KNEW ABOUT US.

ONE MORE PICTURE AND YOU ARE GOING TO FUCKING JAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


*UPDATE:

Rose Phoenix-Cobain sues DAVE GEFFEN AND GEFFEN RECORDS FOR ONE TRILLION DOLLARS FOR THE COST OF LOVE KURT COBAIN'S LIFE.

If you thought you were pissed about losing a husband before you even meet, check this one out. Lovelorn indie film director/singer/model Rose Phoenix-Cobain is about to go ballistic on Dave Geffen and Geffen Records for the loss of her true love, late musician Kurt Cobain. In 1994 the young musician died of what was ruled a suicide just moments before he had hatched big plans to leave his whole life behind and scour the countryside for his true love that he'd been writing songs to since hitting it big in 1991 after his band's hit Smells Like Teen Spirit took over the Billboard charts. What seemed like the typical death of suicide that would take his life, did in fact take his life, there wasn't much cynicism that it wasn't true. but the murder facts are way stronger than one has a clue to do with.

Rose Phoenix-Cobain has been studying the case for five years now and is disgusted by how obvious the severe infraction is. "He was gutted like a fish by his ex-wife out of severe obsession and I DESERVE a platform and a voice and the TRILLION DOLLARS that I plan on suing Geffen for, as well as having the whole company arrested for the 71 counts of murder the company is accompliced with. They should have given him way more security. He was worth billions. I know he had more things on his mind than making the greatest music at the time, like informing me of his untimely murder, but he was meant to be a legend. And the world took that away from him, handed him a loaded gun, and said: have fun!!!

Phoenix-Cobain innocently started researching Cobain's death a few years ago due to the fact that she has a personal emotional draw to victims of suicide-related deaths and often runs an advocation club entitled SUICIDE PREVENTION OUTREACH. But she admits her draw to the Cobain case had more of a personal pull to it than a random one. "I knew I was connected to Kurt severely. I just didn't know to what extent. At first I just thought it was a rival.

I had the attitude, "dude, I'm you. I'm better at being you... than you are so screw you." I had no idea he picked up on these vibes until he wrote the hit "Come as you are" which seemed to be a shout out to her as an invitation to step forward, come on out, and introduce herself to the man she claims to be better at than the man himself -- Cobain sings: "Come as you are, as you were, as I want you to be, as a friend, as a trend, as an OLD ENEMY" Cobain states in the hit. Referring to the fact that he was aware of how much Phoenix-Cobain despised him for his hypocritical ways that were so severe... he invented his own term to describe them: Contradictionary Lies. "I knew Kurt had written some lyrics to me... but I wasn't sure to the level of extent. They just keep popping up. It was like he was obsessed with me -- in a good way. It ruled his life. But such a hit and gigantic global definer like come as you are?? That's shocking to think that he could have based such a worldly song on such a small, personal situation and no one was even aware.

"Come as a friend. As a TREND. As I want you to be." Phoenix-Cobain believes Cobain was referring to what a regular occurence it seemed to be to claim to be the real Kurt Cobain, that the "trend" was so enticing to him that he couldn't wait to write a whole song inviting the real one to meet him, perhaps under the bridge....

He goes onto state that: "I don't have a gun. NO I don't have a gun"....  "Well, that's a relief, but I was about to toward him at one point. My life has been such hell. We are definitely connected like siamese twins. Every time Kurt lies through his teeth regarding something else he didn't stand by as a moral, I would pay the price in spades in my own life." But their connection gets more complicated than you can imagine.

"He may have thought at first he just had the hots for his original self. OR who it stood for in another person. But not much later he realized, Oh my god. That's actually my wife! What am I doing! Where are you honey!!?"

"Bipolar opposites attract. I'm a man trapped in a woman's body... he's a woman trapped in a man's body. But in the end we are both madly in love and have ruined lives because of are misplacement from each other. " Phoenix-Cobain's last straw was when she realized Cobain's last released hit single entitled You Know You're Right was directed to her as well. The clencher was when she discovered the title phrase 'you know you're right' was his final statement to her before his sudden death that DOES in fact varify that she IS the one he has been referring to through the years, and she DOES know what she's talking about as it pertains to him and when the time did come for her to step out with the information -- and naturally no one believed her -- just remember, honey: YOU KNOW YOU'RE RIGHT.

She goes to great pains to emphasize that contrary to the popular belief of fans that this song is a "break up" song, it is actually the exact opposite.
"This song was his 'last straw' song when it came to leading his miserable fake life that he was leading with a woman he had no desire to consider for one moment as his actual wife, that he must have really reached the point where he finally had everything together and was finally ready to get the hell out of dodge. He states in the hit; "I will move away from here. You won't be afraid of fear...." Phoenix-Cobain reiterates -- "this is his final decision to get out of Seattle and inform his true wife that she's the one he really wants to be protecting from harm. He goes on to ensure Phoenix-Cobain that the affair with Love was never something he sought out in his heart or mind by stating: "No thought was put into this (their 'relationship'), I always knew it would come to this"... the "fall and separation of their faulty union" Phoenix-Cobain elaborates. He then goes on to attack Love's character like he is fond of doing by stating: "Nothing really bothers her. She just wants to love herself."

This song leaves a particularly wistful smile on Phoenix-Cobain's face when the lyric that makes her heart feel content for her husband's inner turmoil the most is dropped as his final annunciation that he did in fact have everything together to a point where he was in fact "getting out of the marriage to Love and Seattle, and possibly music itself. Or atleast Nirvana. When he states; 'I feel calm and warm inside. I no longer have to hide. I have never been so well. I have never felt so swell."

"Yeah. He was out of there. He had the whole thing arranged. But they still got him before he could get to the door. "Kurt has admitted that there really were times where he actually really did end up in his car. Start the engine. Put it in drive. And start down the drive to go find me." But like the song Shattered by the band O.A.R. mentions, against his better judgment and extreme self-doubt... he always ended up "turning the car around" and heading back home.

"I was still so young at the time though. Everything was off." But she is still in awe over how many songs actually have references directed to her.

"His whole catologue. Songs written speaking to nothing but me personally.... his 'secret inside source'. I truly am the relative that no one knew Kurt Cobain had. And THOSE ASSHOLES ARE GOING TO FRY. I promise you that. A TRILLION dollars for his life. And the GAS CHAMBER. That's it. I've had enough".

She sure has...

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