The year was 1991.... a young fledgling rock star from Seattle was in pain. A lot of pain. Rigorous touring was not to blame. Soon the young musician realized something was wrong. Very wrong. His wife, that he'd had memories of but never actually met was missing from his life. From that time period in general. Trapped in 2012, she awaits a way back. A way back to change the future... a future that turns into a place with no Kurt Cobain.

A murder plot that turns into the most famous suicide in history, this site is dedicated to the small story of the husband who left a billion clues for the wife who figured them out.

Now her goal is to avenge her husband's death by pinning the murderer's with their crime...

Meanwhile she pours herself into her journal, awaiting the day she is finally reunited with her husband in time.

Letters to Kurt...


Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Rolling Stone article I am working on --

Kurt,

I am putting together this cover story for Rolling Stone magazine with the title "The Girl Behind Nirvana"... it's a beautiful notion to have the band revolved around.... below is the caption and part of the article including what I am suing for....I'd love you to be a part of it. I still haven't been able to read any of your comments... I need you. I'd love to get you a picture, I don't know how much you know of my appearance. Please email me xoxo


The woman behind Kurt Cobain's heart finally SPEAKS OUT.
NIRVANA FRONTMAN'S TRUE WIDOW SUES DAVID GEFFEN AND GEFFEN RECORDS FOR THE LIFE OF MUSICAL GENIUS KURT COBAIN, 200 MILLION DOLLARS, THE NIRVANA CORPORATION, A PLATINUM RECORD FOR COBAIN'S IN UTERO, AN ARTIST OF THE CENTURY AWARD, A NATIONAL FUNERAL, A MUSEUM RESURRECTED IN HIS HONOR, A MURDER INVESTIGATION and get this... THE ENTRY of COBAIN'S TERM "CONTRADICTIONARY" and PHRASE "CONTRADICTIONARY LIES" from the track Very Ape included in the current Merriem Webster Dictionary Catolgue...
Here is a story that is in urgent need of coverage. Please contact the source, Infy Cobain at this email address AS SOON AS POSSIBLE. She is the actual widow of the Late Kurt Cobain who is the topic of inspiration behind such hit songs of Nirvana's dating back as early as 91, and is mentioned in such hits as Smells Like Teen Spirit and Lithium and is even depicted as a small blonde haired, blue eyed girl in the band's Heart-Shaped Box video while a zealous Cobain screams directly into the camera and into the eyes of his actual wife from across the miles...
The story is a love sonnet that rivals Romeo and Juliet.... the young, wholesome boy from a small town on the West Coast called Aberdeen Washington forms a rock band just to attract the attention of a young girl, eleven years his junior, on opposite coasts. He sky rockets to fame with the Nirvana name and then proceeds to take picture after picture with utter adoration staring up at the camera with his eyes full of love and need just for her -- a soft-spoken sixteen year old high school girl from a small town on the East Coast aspiring to be an actress in Hollywood who would rather be playing her clarinet in the high school orchestra and listening to film and cinema scores rather than attending a rock concert during the height of the rock/alternative era starring a full-fledged rock star going by the name of none other, than an astonishing Kurt Cobain.
Fast forward to a few years later and the pictures became less touchy feeling adorable gems of affection and yearning and more plot point sagas and drama straight out of a Hollywood movie like Momento where the clues and meaning are the difference between life and death. Suicide and murder.
Twenty years later, the high school girl is now a grown woman and more Cobain's wife and widow then just a stranger in love trying desperately to pick apart the pieces of the puzzle through photographs and tons of lyrics that the brilliant Cobain left to her disposal in his final two albums; Nirvana's In Utero and Hole's appropriately labeled album Live ThroughThis featuring such honest and point blank love lines in between typical lyrical banter that cry out as an SOS message:" If you live through this with me I swear that I will die for you" and the line "hold you close as if we both died, my ever pressing suicide... oh tear my heart out tear my heart out" are used as Cobain's only last restitution to his feelings and a last resort as a way of informing the woman he loves,, who now refers to herself as Infy Cobain, of the untimely plot and seedy quest of several individuals close to his personal life who had every intention of twisting a typical expectant suicide for the angsty and moody Cobain into a desparate murder ploy filled with greed brought on by the likes of a woman who his true wife refers to as only the "floosy" he happened to get pregnant at the time, Courtney Love.
Cobain was more than astonished to discover that his poignant and thought-out retirement letter directed to his legions of fans that also mentions his true "goddess of a wife" Infy who "also sweats ambition and empathy" for those individuals who took their lives in the same fashion as Cobain's "suicide" in direct response to the tragedy of losing their fallen hero....
The singer and guitar hero of so many lives was then left with nothing more than the failed to fail measure of self-worth that went completely out the window when the realization that the one girl he did it all for still didn't even know his name. So in backing his original theory, the grunge guru was left with nothing more than this simple thought: "WELL, THAT DIDN'T WORK" and Nirvana was no more...
 

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