The year was 1991.... a young fledgling rock star from Seattle was in pain. A lot of pain. Rigorous touring was not to blame. Soon the young musician realized something was wrong. Very wrong. His wife, that he'd had memories of but never actually met was missing from his life. From that time period in general. Trapped in 2012, she awaits a way back. A way back to change the future... a future that turns into a place with no Kurt Cobain.

A murder plot that turns into the most famous suicide in history, this site is dedicated to the small story of the husband who left a billion clues for the wife who figured them out.

Now her goal is to avenge her husband's death by pinning the murderer's with their crime...

Meanwhile she pours herself into her journal, awaiting the day she is finally reunited with her husband in time.

Letters to Kurt...


Monday, March 25, 2013

SECOND DRAFT OF 7 SHADES OF RED


From America The Pharmacuetical



7 Shades of RED

ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah

mating rituals bleed rite through
vulgar hunger for me and you
spiral viral orbital food
my keeper and sleepers
a kaleidoscope crue

RED
YELLOW
INDIGO BLUE


ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah


black satin sheets dipped in
rosemary maroon
simple tastes little things lazy cartoons
anti-freeze with cianide
a melting pot saloon
an emptied hollow vacated room
tears in turpentine and stainless steel shrooms

hate hate hate for

you and you and you and you

and you and you and you and you

for you and you and you and you

you and you and you and you

HATE FOR ALL OF YOU

ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah

season's greetings a christmas tune
ornamental confiscated regulated doom
vox car
rock star
eye of the monsoon
death star
radar
an undeniable BOOM

ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah

strip bars onyx tars encased in brew
a barrel of jelly beans confiscated too
armadilla my guerilla in combat boots
lessons in possessions and spagetti stew


ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah

(soft, intense)

cigarette cartons lining the walls
heroin needles ten feet tall
black sex and white semen littering the halls
hotels with no smells
santa's chimney crawl
six feet anthem's creep curating drawl

ah a ah a ah a ah a ah ah a ah
a ah ah ah a ah ah ah
ah a ah ah a ah ah a ah

(LOUD, BOOMING)

HATE HATE HATE

for you and you and you and you

you and you and you and you

you and you and you and you

you and you and you and you

HATE FOR ALL OF YOU

an angel man-handled and packaged for fall
faggots maggots and dirty curtain calls
niggers and sinners gunned to the ground
a handful of grenades set fire in june
a see-saw in july made just for two

RAGE HATE PAIN
for all of you

RAGE HATE PAIN
through and through

RAGE HATE PAIN
for all of you

RAGE HATE PAIN
through and through

ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah
ah a ah a ah a ah

(low, a rumble)

/strident equals violence
and no means no
citric acid with molasses
and feminine blood flow
graffitied walls dipped
in alcoholic cotton balls
satiric sudafed
vicious ridd-a-reck
advanced blood cell
virus in embriodic red

(screamed!)

AH A AH A AH A AH
AH A AH A AH A AH
AH A AH A AH A AH
AH A AH A AH A AH

( a low, drum cadence)
(building)

action equals fashion and slow means go
cunts and runts in the gutters
counting crows
pigeons and midgets sucking israeli-jewish toes
symphatic methogen
emphatic hydrogen
cromatic estrogen
in a mercury-lace syringe

(a low bass rumble)


SYMBEOTIC CATATONIC MICROSCOPIC RAGE!

HALLOGONIC KRYPTATONIC METABOLIC HATE!

SYSTEMOTIC HELOTOPIC CATASTROPIC PAIN!

(explosive!)

RAGE!
HATE!
PAIN!

FOR ALL OF YOU!

RAGE!
HATE!
PAIN!

FOR ALL OF YOU!

RAGE!
HATE!
PAIN!

FOR ALL OF YOU!

RAGE!
HATE!
PAIN!

FOR ALL OF YOU!

KILLATRONIC
EMBIOTIC
BUETENONIC
RAGE!

FRICTEONIC
PLANETONIC
AMBIONIC
HATE!

WEBAFONIC
PATRIONIC
ENDIOCTIC
PAIN!


AH A AH A AH A AH
AH A AH A AH A AH
AH A AH A AH A AH
AH A AH A AH A AH


(screamed)

RAGE HATE PAIN!

RAGE HATE PAIN!

RAGE HATE PAIN!


AH A AH A AH A AH


NO APOLOGIESSSSS!


AH A AH A AH A AH


NO APOLOGIESSSSS


AH A AH A AH A AH


NO APOLOGIESSSSS


AH A AH A AH A AH


NO APOLOGIESSSSS


WAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!


NO APOLOGIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(silence)

(a whisper)
no apologies

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