All Apologies

I cannot believe Kurt's clairvoyancey.... In ALL APOLOGIES, it is clear he is stating this as his last song on his last album of his life that he will ever be able to justify his speaking to everyone, as if he was literally hostage and under siege in his "marriage" to Courtney. On one of the songs from Live Through This he states, "I shut my mouth with glue", as if he was held captive and had no right to speak... Well on ALL APOLOGIES, he reiterates this with the line: "What else should I write? (or say before I die unwillingly?) I don't have the right..."   At first I thought this meant the "right" as a writer where freedom of speach was concerned.... now it looks like, he was implying his rights to speak have been taken from him by her. Just like his freedom. A real hostage??

"I'm MARRIED. BURIED."

This is insane honey. I need you. I love you. Why will no one listen to me. No braincells. All morons! Read the fucking lyrics from In Utero and Live Through This how it all plays out. Idiots. I hate you all. Keep worshipping your "grunge queen" murderous well I beg people to listen to the truth.

Fuck you.