Happy Birthday.

Dear Kurt,

Today would have been your 45th birthday, and I still think about you regularly and what you would look like, what your life would have been like if you would have lived...

I picture you completely retired from music, living a laid back existence with the love of your life. I analyze again and again the circumstances of your death, and what could have happened differently to save you. And there is always the daydream about getting into that time machine and going back to the exact moment it happened.

I know. It will never be possible. So all I can do is wish you a happy birthday and until next time,

Peace, Love, Empathy...

I love you.