"Why did we have to lose him? Anyone but Kurt... why him???"

Dear Kurt,

My heart aches. The closer we get to the concept of this case reopening the more I long for your simple words, your sweet smile... Your deep soul.

I stare at your poster on my wall, and I just want to put my arms around you and simply say "Thank you for being you."

It tears my heart apart every waking day knowing what they did to you. A man who would DIE for his daughter...

To know there are people in this world I live in who could just obliterate a life... Just like that... They took you.

And I ache so much. So much just to know you are out there in the world, living a healthy life.

It hurts so bad. I want you here so bad. Why you Kurt...

Why you?

Love always.