Dear Kurt,

I sang River tonight... And it was quite depressing. I cry over memories of my youth. I feel like legends don't pertain to the time we are in now. There are no Kurts no Rivers no Marilyns no James. Everyone is dull in the future.

Your birthday was Feb. 20th and I missed a post. So many months in advance... I'd like to say Happy Birthday to you. You were such a beautiful individual. Not just on the inside... You were one of the most beautiful men to ever live...

I stare at old photographs of you and wonder how... Why you ever gave a woman like Courtney Love the time of day. She was so beneath you in every way. You were beautiful. Just... Breathtaking. I loved you. You deserved more...

JS