a video recap....

Note the photo that is hard as hell to find when you do a search, the shot with me on the "phone" holding a shotgun.

That is a HUGE clue that I left her. One, duh, I'm holding a big fucking shotgun to my HEAD, and two.... I'm on the phone. I am telling her that,

"come on, I would never pick up the phone because I know it's not you...." just like in U2's (oops MY) song, "Sometimes you can't make it on your own" , "And it's you when I look in the mirror (identical) and it's YOU when I don't pick up the phone...."

AND LOOK HOW MY WIFE DESCRIBES ME AS A STRANGER
BELOW!!!! yeah. I'm feelin' it....

Everyone needs something to believe in....

And I believe in you. You had the power to

let people in. How would you have wanted

people to remember you? Not this way.

Peace. Love. Empathy.